Posted by rainbowbrite on February 20, 2005, at 20:53:09
In reply to Re: how to cope and accept? » rainbowbrite, posted by TamaraJ on February 20, 2005, at 20:36:16
Oh Im sorry that came accross wrong, I was not upset that you said that. I just meant that it made me think how I don't normally. Does that make sense? Its good for me. I appretiate what you wrote.
I just feel so confused. And your right I don't want to erase the people, just the pain. I hate death so much! Im sure everyone does. To not fear the loss of someone means in a way that you have to always say nice things and never leave someone angry, thats really hard. Often I say things I don't really mean out of frustration and anger and recently I have been stressing about doing that. I think death is really getting to me. I hope this is a normal reaction. I feel like Im going through something that 5 year olds experience.
Thank you for being there for me
rain :)
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