Posted by rainbowbrite on February 20, 2005, at 20:19:23
In reply to Re: how to cope and accept? » rainbowbrite, posted by TamaraJ on February 20, 2005, at 13:07:58
Hi Tamara,
well those questions kind of summed up how I think I feel. And they made me feel! yuck!
I guess I just don't want to have to feel the pain of losing them. when I try to erase than it doesn't hurt as much. I have always worried that I was doing something wrong in doing that, for the reasons you said.
I supose we are meant to feel pain, I often think that I could not surivive if particular people around me died becasue the hurt would take me down with them.
I am having a hard time with this right now and I really wish there was an easy answer. I am a baby when it comes to death and I am afraid of it.
I don't understand at all about death, I don't know what to believe in after someone dies. sorry I am really lost right now. It seems like everyone else that I see copes so well with loss and for me I am paralized by it. I want to prepare and be ready for losing someone, and that is a really depressing thought. Ill stop now
Thanks
rain
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