Posted by sar on November 20, 2001, at 12:46:51
In reply to Re: Whatever happened to anger turned inward? » sar, posted by mist on November 20, 2001, at 10:38:01
> sar, I think treating people well and helping them can be gratifying but I guess for me not enough to change the way I feel overall. Regardless of what I do, there's a bottomless pit of depression and anxiety under all my actions and moments. -mist
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Mist,i think i know what you mean. i am a depressed person who has to swallow 12 pills a day, i just get a little kick every once in awhile, like when i talk to funny old men or when i drink a beer and listen to "farewell song" by janis joplin.
these things do not really assauge the depression, they just make me feel a little better in the moment.
of course, you could be in a much worse spot than me. for many months i felt very broken and teary-eyed, very nihilistic...i hope you're getting some treatment...
sar
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