Posted by kara lynne on July 5, 2003, at 1:18:31
In reply to Re: Just because it's a holiday I hate... » kara lynne, posted by fallsfall on July 4, 2003, at 19:41:17
Well you're right about one thing. I'm not quite 90 yet. I'm closer to your age. But I feel like I've aged a lot in the last two years.
I'm glad you are mostly ok with being alone. I guess (like tina says) it's so fresh. I was alone for a long time. I didn't like it, but I got kind of used to it. Then I got in the relationship rhythym--however lacking it was. It makes this loneliness glaring.
I think I want to stay strong in my resolve not to be with him, I was unhappy for so long. But loneliness can make you rewrite history. I have to be careful.
Thank you fallsfall.
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