Posted by Phillipa on January 30, 2005, at 18:01:12 [reposted on February 1, 2005, at 20:30:22 | original URL]
In reply to Re: 3 days till anniversary of Dad's death » corafree, posted by not2late4u on January 30, 2005, at 14:44:24
That was beautiful, and well thought out. Your emotions show through. I ask the same questions all the time. Every night when I go to sleep I ask Jesus to come to me in the night with the answer to my problems. Years ago when my 3rd child was hospitalized and would not eat he appeared to me in my room. I'm not sure if I was asleep or not but his image was there telling me "Be Strong". Two nights it happened and after the second night I went to the hospital with the attitude "if she wants to live she will", and that day she began to eat. I let go, and let God. I don't seem to be able to do that today and I pray for him to come back again so I can again "Let Go". It is a question I can't answer either. Some people have a built-in belief and I wish I was one of them. Seek, and the Seeker will find. Fondly, Phillipa
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