Posted by Elle2021 on January 13, 2004, at 5:23:43
In reply to Re: Meds before sessions » Elle2021, posted by Karen_kay on January 12, 2004, at 19:41:07
Well, I am having my pre-session jitters, which will soon turn into in-session shakes. I did however, paint my nails a shade of very feminine pink (just for my pdoc). They had better not chip before my appointment. And about my app. I got it changed to later in the day. I mean, really, he was expecting me to get there at 10 am (and on time no less). Is he kidding himself? I can't get there that early. Of course he knows that. I think he gets really mad at me sometimes because I get there like 10-15 minutes late and I keep him waiting. So, then he tries to get back at me by making me sit at least 5 minutes in the waiting room. Doesn't he know that all the time he's waiting, I'm waiting too. I'm trying to get myself together enough to come see him.
Know what else he does? He constantly analyzes how I move while I'm sitting there. Much like the coffee example you cited. He will note how "jittery" I seem. He even said one day that I looked, "pinchy." What does that mean?! I didn't ask, I didn't want to know. I know it had something to do with me looking like I hadn't gotten enough sleep. He also said the reason I'm thin is because I'm overly-fidgety. He said it must burn off a lot of calories. Hmm...I wonder about that.
I think if I ran up and hugged him he would probably push me away or be very taken aback by it. Then we would have to have a huge discussion on it. He knows that my OCD limits what contact I have with people, but I think I would like to hug him. He looks clean.
Are you okay to drive on meds? If not, maybe you shouldn't take them until you get to the app. Perhaps, try to get to the app. early so they have time to kick in (only takes about 15 mins right?).
This dream we're talking about. Is this the same one where you dreamed something bad happened to him or is this a different one altogether? I'm sorry, I don't follow things very well do I! I think it's cause I don't get enough sleep and this medication makes me kinda tired. Do explain!
Elle
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