Posted by Elle2021 on January 13, 2004, at 18:27:20
In reply to Re: No, My lovely nails » Elle2021, posted by Karen_kay on January 13, 2004, at 15:58:07
Well if you read my post to Dinah, then you know that I had one really bad, terrible session. I was so curious to know what my pdoc was thinking, that I just came right out and asked. He said he thinks I'm mostly schizoid/schizotypal with borderline traits and OCD. I thought I was gonna start crying when he told me, but I held back my tears. I haven't cried in front of him and I don't want to start now. I wish I didn't know now. And the worst part is, I know he's probably right. I'm so serious when I say that I really wish I had never asked. I can fully understand why pdocs don't label clients, because it's upsetting. And to make matters worse, I set the app. up with the therapist, and my pdoc goes, "I doubt that your therapy will last long, you don't like to be pushed." Well, I don't know about that. I don't think he knows how bad I want to get past all this. I don't even think he takes me seriously. I have so much more to tell you, but I just haven't got the energy right now. I'm gonna go lay down for awhile, I need some sleep. Talk to you soon.
Elle
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