Posted by trucker on November 30, 2004, at 9:55:45
In reply to Re: Don't know if I can ADVICE PLEASE PLEASE » trucker, posted by saw on November 30, 2004, at 1:13:39
i do understand the emptyness and the miss you speak of.. this isn't much support for that but, in time it will be less and less.. they told me that after my son was born still and i could of killed them.. i always thought..in time.. GOD how will i make it to the "in time" they speak of.. it hurt so bad and i was so empty.. tried to fill the empty with food and gained 135LBS in about six months.. and still am trying to loose it.. i have lost 30LBS but there is plenty where that came from. bad enough to go thru the loss then to have to deal with the weight gain .. total destruction.. be kind to your self and understand that food won't fill that emptiness. not that you would try to fill it but this is what happened to me.. however when my dad died i lost 60LBS in 1 1/2 months!!! strange huh! hang in there.
trucker
/////////////////////////////////////////////////> Hi Trucker
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> No, I did not go. I feel at peace with that decision after my initial feelings of being torn. Yes, Dad is souring with his eagles. It was a beautiful day with no wind, so his soul went to rest in all the beautiful places he so lovingly built on his model railways. It's been almost 3 weeks. I miss him so much.
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> Sabrina
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