Posted by Jubilee on October 8, 2004, at 19:29:27
In reply to Wishing you peace » Jubilee, posted by Shar on October 7, 2004, at 23:20:29
Hi there, God uses everything we go through to to make us more loving and wiser to help us to better serve others. I have gone through the denial, and the anger for him letting that happen(plus I had to deal with some resentments I had. Now that was uncomfortable!) And I am through bargining I believe and now I feel that I am into the stage of depression. I miss him . I cry alot. I started asking God why a few days ago, until I got the latest tape from my pastor and prophet. She said one day you stop asking why so short and start thinking why so long as 27 years Lord? I was in a wreck ,before seat belts going 55 on the freeway and he was standing in the back seat at 3 years old. I came to and an officer was holding him and he did'nt have a scratch on him. That was angel's . Broke ankle in half and had surgery next day. Jake was fine and not even crying. Or what about All the drug and alcohol overdoses in all his emotional pain and the people he was around?? He found someone to love, got over his mom , fulfilled his purpose and went to heaven. I'll keep crying when needed and feeling, so it doesn't posion me. Wrote him a letter for his memorial book I made of pictures and letters and dried flowers. Feel better today and happy someone heard me and responded ,Shar. Thanks a bunch...Jubilee
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