Posted by Zarah78 on October 14, 2003, at 21:20:42
In reply to Re: Down and wanting out » Zarah78, posted by sarita0001 on October 14, 2003, at 21:13:25
Hello.
Its hard not to be impatient when you're hurting. The only thing you tend to think about is how long will it be until the pain stops or how long until the pain finally makes me snap and go truly nuts. Sometimes I almost wish I were in a rubber room. It'd be soft, quiet, I could sleep all day, wouldn't have to put up with my boss or day to day life, not be bombarded by responsibilities or wars overseas, and I could sit and think about me, who I am, who I want to be and what I might do to get there. Quiet, no distraction, a haven.Everyone thinks suicide to be so selfish.. and yet there is so much controversy about euthanization of the severely ill. What's the difference? The severely depressed sometimes are hurting just as much or more than the ill. They just can't write down some latin-named bacterium as the cause. Don't worry, I'm not going to do it, it's just interesting to discuss once in a while.
-Z
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