Posted by ruby on July 5, 2003, at 23:06:56
In reply to Re: surrender or fight? » ruby, posted by zenhussy on July 5, 2003, at 22:54:41
thanks so much, zen (is it okay to call you that?). your message brings tears to my eyes. i don't have memories of being abused at night (so, so sorry that you do, how miserable for you)...but i do have a long, long history of nightmares and night terrors. but since i've been taking trazadone, sleep has come easily and relatively uneventfully. so i'm not sure why i struggle against putting myself down for the night. yeah, probably stuff to discuss with my t and pdoc...i see the pdoc next week and my t on tuesday...he pretty much knows about my sleep habits, though, as i mostly email him late at night or early in the morning...and then i really ramble.
ah well, it is what it is, i guess. and hopefully some night we'll all just go to bed without even being aware of any of this stuff. what a concept!
anyway, thanks again for your response, especially this late at night...it is an encouragement to turn off the computer and take my traz and at least climb into bed.
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