Posted by paisleygirl on January 18, 2012, at 16:46:51
In reply to Re: update » paisleygirl, posted by Dinah on January 18, 2012, at 13:23:34
i've been fighting myself all afternoon... i really want to hurt myself.
i'm upset. i'm mad at myself. mad at her. mad that i'm all alone. mad at God.i got an email from therapist/psychiatrist too basically saying she won't read any email i send her anymore and don't contact her.
i emailed dbt therapist that i saw once, but canceled follow-up session. he sent back 2 sentences saying you declined my treatment, call 911 or go to er if you feel unsafe.
i'm so f*ck*ng retarded. all alone. there must be a reason i have no family that loves me- it's because i'm defective and messed up.
i just have my dog. she's the only one i dont want to leave.
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