Posted by heather66 on September 5, 2003, at 15:12:45
In reply to Re: My friend is dead! » Dena, posted by heather66 on September 5, 2003, at 15:04:57
Sebastian-
I don't trust anybody either and right now I agree with you that life sucks.I also was intrigued by your comment: "Why don't I just get over this and live a nomal life again? I want to so bad! "
I think that if someone desires something badly enough then they can make it happen. For example, I want to stop this depression that I have VERY BADLY. As much as you want to "live a normal life again." I feel like it can be willed - if I want it bad enough. But the truth is, I have willed it for almost four years and NOTHING has changed. So the more I will it, and the more nothing happens, the more I feel like a failure. It is an endless cycle.
I hope some others out there can offer advice.
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