Posted by Emme on October 18, 2003, at 9:09:40
In reply to Mornings are horrid, posted by Emme on October 16, 2003, at 7:58:39
I woke up again today crying. The suicidal impulses are awfully strong when I wake up. I know that no amount of medication or therapy can give me a husband or ease the profound loneliness. I'm about to turn 38 already and feel like my days for finding a partner are long over. Medication and therapy can't give me the children I want so much, some direction and my career back, or the time I've lost to this mood disorder. My therapist would say that that's the depression talking. But I dunno.
I sure would love to hear some happy stories of women finding love and family at my age. Maybe that would give me some hope to hold on to.
Geez, I'm sorry for rambling on so much. It's morning right now, in case you haven't guessed. Aren't I the little ray of sunshine. :) Waiting for 3 pm.
Emme
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