Posted by Dinah on July 12, 2003, at 14:51:45
In reply to Re: Weighing the alternatives » Dinah, posted by fallsfall on July 12, 2003, at 13:06:26
I have always been lazy, but I never used to be so lazy that it interfered with doing what I needed to do. It's awful to say, but achievement has always been a big part of who I am and a major contributor to my self worth. Even in my work, I was always considered a person who could be relied on. Someone that everyone wanted working for them. Not anymore. :( I was even fine while I was pregnant. But since my son was born I've been not productive. Not at home, not at work, not anywhere. I don't even know if I'm depressed. I don't really *feel* depressed. I feel really anxious a lot. I feel agitated and itchy-crawly.
I keep thinking I need to do something before I destroy everything. I keep thinking that I just need to try harder. And I know it's true. I just need to try harder. I just need to try *harder*.
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