Posted by Miller on January 12, 2003, at 9:24:58
In reply to Re: Lonely is the night » Miller, posted by Dinah on January 12, 2003, at 3:06:56
Hi Dinah,
As for the way I see death for myself is like sleeping. I am just DONE. No nothing, no fear, no hurt, no happiness, no lies, no NOTHING. I want nothing. SOme people say they would never kill themselves because of the joy they would be missing. I don't see that as a obsticle since there isn't a lot of joy around here. The hurt (and other icky emotions) are always there to beat down the good.
As far as my meds go, my family doctor did refer me to a specialist. I can't get in to see him until January 27. Until then, my husband has med-duty.
I think I need to sleep again. In the last 48 hours, I think I have sleep 39. I'm still tired.
I am glad you are here for me Dinah. I hope you are doing well.
-Miller
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