Posted by Miller on January 11, 2003, at 17:22:20
In reply to Miller...., posted by Dinah on January 11, 2003, at 16:59:56
Dinah,
I wish I could. I don't understand it myself, so it is very hard for me to try to put it into words. I have wanted to write about it all, but everytime I sit down to do it, I don't know how.
The comforting news (for you guys) is that I met a psychologist online who has made me a bargain that I will not hurt myself this weekend. After some negotiations, we came to an agreement. So, I am in no immediate danger to myself or others.
I am in a terribly mess-up state right now.
I have been sleeping off and on since yesterday. I will sleep for two or threehours and then get up for an hour or so. So, I am in a funky state of mind.
Plus, when I got back to the boards and saw all of the turbulence, I was a little unsettled. I hate conflict. I certainly hate all the conflict within ourselves. I hated to see so many people blocked and deciding not to come back.
Yikes.
-Miller
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