Posted by Miller on January 11, 2003, at 22:13:08
In reply to Re: Lonely is the night » Miller, posted by Dinah on January 11, 2003, at 21:48:24
Dinah,
No, he didn't give a reason. We were just settin gup or next appoinment which happened to fall on the first day of my leave. I asked him If we would have a set schedule during my leave. That's when he told me.
And no, my marriage is anything but good right now. That's another reason why I had ear-marked this weekend. I knew he wouldn't be home, etc., etc.
No, I was not honest with my shrink about the possibility of my suicide. But, I wasn't with my family doctor or the on-line shrink, either. They just listen better, I guess.
I can't really call it on-line terapy. It is for me, but on his part, there are regulations. He is just advising me right now. He refuses to charge me. He said if he helps me, I am free to send a donation to his church.
How it is set up is that He emails me at least once a day. I can send as many emails as I feel I need to. He reads them and asks me questions. I have a tendancy tp email lots of little ones. His, to me are very long and indepth.
I did a lot of research on him and sent him what I had found. (Very personal stuff such as home address, social security #, date of birth, etc.) I really thought by telling him I did all that he would have stopped immediately. Instead, he said I was a good response to my security needs.
Anyway, in the few days I have been corresponding with him, I have learned so much. I am experiences emotions I never had before, and I have slowly become more and more honest with him.
Now, can I have your opinion? :)
-Miller
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