Posted by Dinah on March 18, 2011, at 15:11:40
In reply to Re: omg, posted by 10derheart on March 18, 2011, at 14:28:47
He called back, yes. But he didn't change what he was saying. Which was more or less that if we couldn't figure out a way to engage him (he added make therapy useful to me, but since its usefulness depends on his engagement I'll ignore that), that it was time for therapy to end.
I don't suppose he'll call back until he's figured out a way to feel engaged in therapy again, and I'm not really expecting him to find that.
I'm welcome to come back if I need him (his words).
I hadn't realized how much my recent feelings about therapy were related to his sleepiness (and now his admitted feelings of disengagement) until today. It's really hard to go into therapy and struggle to maintain your therapist's interest. I start and drop topics when I see he's bored. I suppose I could make stuff up, but...
I feel so dull and uninteresting and totally beneath contempt. Not to mention intrusive, in the sense that I just kept coming in beyond the point where there was a point.
He did frame it in sort of positive terms about my growing and learning and stuff. Bah. &%(@ him.
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