Posted by JayMac on October 2, 2008, at 16:15:44
Do you know where your T lives? If so, have you driven by?
I think I just found out where my T lives. We don't live in the same town, but only like 20 minutes away. So I don't imagine we would run into each other, but I have found myself wondering what would happen if we saw each other.But I'm really worried that I will drive by her house, her home! It's her home! I don't want to intrude. I also don't want her to know that I know. I'm afraid she will react negatively. I don't want her to worry that I will knock on her front door.
I don't know what to do with this information. Should I tell her that I know? This is scary for me. As much as I would love to know where she lives, it's scary because it forces me to view her as a real person. I don't know if that makes sense to any of you. I tend to idealize her.
What do you all think? How do you all feel about this?
Thanks, JayMac
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