Posted by rskontos on October 5, 2007, at 12:03:15
In reply to Hope you OK. Best wishes to you. (nm) » rskontos, posted by muffled on October 4, 2007, at 22:38:42
Hey muffled, thanks for checking in. I am doing, I can't tell if I am better yet. Probably have a long road ahead. Today I saw my neuro. We decided that what is going on probably isn't partials. And it is hard to induce them, so we are going to go down on topamax back to the level for migraine relief, and with therapy see if what is going on peaks. If the black-outs, lost of time things increase then maybe they can do tests to see if they are partials or not. But based on what I told her, she doesn't think so. So for now though she did give me samples of lexapro and a prescription of it if I want it. If my T doesn't work with a pdoc or can refer me to one she can, I go back in 6 weeks. She is a good neuro. She said if I needed anything else until the lex kicks in to let her know. If I have seizures lex is ok with them. I feel drained as I had to dissociate to get thru the appt. so I didn't do anything weird with her. Yesterday was more of the same. When I told my H about my bad news it did not go well but I can't worry about him. This is my time to try and heal myself and he will just have to understand. Of course my friend that I shared this with told me I did marry a man who is not the best time of person a person with my type of disorder to marry (of course I would do that) as they are safe, I can live them as I would not bond to them. She said since my son is 14 I have three years to try to bond with him or we will be in trouble after he goes to school. I can't worry about that now. I feel dull right now. I go to T tomorrow. Wish me luck. I will talking to her about weekly T, if she can provide I will asking for a referral. I only hope my little girl doesn't take over and not allow me to do the asking for what I need. Which is often what takes over. I better make a list and hand it to her before I walk in and sit down. That way I know it be handled before anyone else takes over.
Again, muffled thanks. I am here. Thats the most I can say but it does help. RK
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