Posted by rskontos on October 2, 2007, at 22:53:16
I have just learned more history about my screwed up family which means I am more messed up than I knew and I don't know how to deal. I am searching for a new T and dont see my neuro until Fri to get a referral so you guys are my only outlet unti then. I am not sure I can make it.... this stuff is heavy and I am shaking while typing. I didn't even suspect since my memories are so suppressed but that probably why when I tried to access them I hit a wall that felt real although it was in my head.My husband is gone and it is just my son and I here and I had to dissociate until he went to bed. I also did that while I was hearing it from my aunt. Anyone there.....I need someone to talk to......I can't say anything about it cause it hurts so much.
poster:rskontos
thread:786609
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