Posted by Wittgenstein on May 10, 2007, at 13:43:22
In reply to Re: ***suicide triggers*** Cupcakes for (((Gazo))) » Wittgenstein, posted by gazo on May 10, 2007, at 8:16:09
It's been lovely here - really warm and sunny - but alas this week the rain is back (but being a Brit I'm used to that I suppose!). No mountains in the Netherlands (which is a shame) - it's probably the flattest country in the world (that's why we cycle everywhere).
I'm glad to hear you are feeling a bit better. Errand lists are such a good idea - I've been trying to give my days some structure this way. Yesterday I plucked up the courage for the first time in 3 months to go alone to the supermarket (ok that makes me sound really pathetic but busy places are a nightmare for me). I felt exhausted afterwards but just doing it has boosted my confidence - today I went for a long bike ride, which felt great.
I hope you have a wonderful time at the beach - it sounds like a lovely place - just imagining those waves rolling in.
I read your other posts - a big well done for plucking up the courage to leave a message for your T - I'm so glad he responded and in just the right way.
Many T's seem more than open to sliding scales - I know other Babblers have said this already and that you don't want to ask your T about this but you did ask for the voicemail (which is a huge step) - maybe this is something to try and work up to? Or perhaps he can defer payments for a while? I hope you get the courage to talk to him about this.
Good luck and take care.
Libby :)
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