Posted by pinkeye on May 13, 2005, at 20:38:41
In reply to Re: ask yourself this... » Dinah, posted by pinkeye on May 13, 2005, at 20:33:57
And I don't necessarily like him all that much.. There are way too many conflicts.. issues about every thing. And it is really hard for both of us to agree on many things, so we don't talk too much..
But he says he loves me. and that he would never ever want to leave me. I am not so sure myself. I think I like him, and he is very affectionate, and very nice, and pleasant to have around most of the times. But for some reason I never trust him too much. And I don't feel too connected with him. I never felt very attracted or think about him or anything. And I used to think maybe it was my own problems that I am not able to love him. But maybe he has his own problems as well. Otherwise, people wouldn't get into too fanatical cults. But he puts up with me. I used to be very bad in the first year in our marriage.. but after therapy I completely changed that.
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