Posted by Dinah on March 7, 2005, at 21:36:42
In reply to Re: How did today go? » Dinah, posted by annierose on March 7, 2005, at 20:47:36
Definitely. Sometimes when he asks me what I'd like to talk about, or what he can do, I tell him I just want to sit and Be, there in his office, where it's calm.
I think if it weren't for that, I could quit therapy. I really think I could. But he's grown to represent safety and calm peaceful harbors. I get something from him that I can't get anywhere else. I wish I could explain to him that that's the real reason I don't like it when he challenges me. Because he takes away the main thing I find vital about therapy. I'm going to talk to him and see if he thinks he can manage both. Maybe I can find videos of people being confrontative and holding emotionally at the same time.
As for me, I've been tearful since yesterday. Silly really when I just saw him last night. But he didn't fill me with what I need from him. :(
Then of course, it's been rainy today, bringing on a migraine.
But on the plus side, my brilliant husband suggested I google the lyrics to a song I heard years and years ago and never could find. And lo and behold, I found it, along with it's actual title, artist, and album. The wonders of modern technology. So I'm doing the happy dance about that.
One down, three to go.
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