Posted by Jai Narayan on October 20, 2004, at 20:01:14
In reply to Re: What happens when you can't grieve? » Jai Narayan, posted by mair on October 20, 2004, at 17:47:06
Or it could be that seeing the website gives you both of those feelings and more.
I was jealous of people who had a good relationship with my mother because I didn't. I just felt pain and discomfort when I was around her.
She had rejected me from birth.
So there was nothing I could do to redeem myself in her eyes.
It's kind of nice to have her gone.
Her gift to me was my struggle. she forced me to grow.
EMDR has liberated me from the worthlessness I felt.Now I know I can, not only, survive a life and death struggle but thrive. I know I am that strong.
so I hope this has helped I got caught up in my story.
I have enjoyed our communication.
Jai
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