Posted by KramericaIndustries on June 18, 2006, at 3:10:19
In reply to Trigger Trigger Trigger. alcohol SI, posted by llrrrpp on June 10, 2006, at 19:50:34
Some thoughts...> And the best is yet to come. Nitrous Oxide NO!
The summer after I graduated from high school before going off for my first attempt at college (now in my 3rd attempt with only 3 semesters left), this dude I worked with at a restaurant also had a job at this company that supplied various gases (cryogenics supply?) to welders and other companies. Anyways the guy had access to big asz tanks of nitrous. OMG!! We would suck on those tanks for hours. Talk about loosin some brain cells...While one person was hitting it, there would need to be others around him/her so she wouldn't fall over and get knocked in the noggin with the tank. Those were some crazy sessions. Ah to be young white trash in arizona in the summer...
>The only thing left is disinhibition.One of the best parts of intoxication is making up words...whheeee....
>I'm listening to the biggest liar in the world, right inside my very own head. saying bad things to me.
It sounded like you don't drink too much these days, so why didn't you just enjoy it, instead of getting all negative?? Obviously there are deeper issues with the cutting and all, but take it easy girl, being alone ain't so bad. Life could be a lot worse than just dealing with the demons in our heads. Look at Beethoven. He was the greatest composer in the world during his life, and he went fcking deaf...DEAF!!! Yet the dude overcame suicidal ideation and kept composing. He may not have been happy, but he kept on truckin'.
BTW maybe different meds could be a consideration...Just a thought. Hope all is well.
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