Posted by llrrrpp on June 10, 2006, at 22:40:25
In reply to Trigger Trigger Trigger. alcohol SI, posted by llrrrpp on June 10, 2006, at 19:50:34
Whee!
the euphoriaand now I'm numb
I can scrtch my arm up in all the glee of self-injury!!Without the pain. smile and scratch smile and scratch smile and scratch
(((grin)))
I'm a IVY-league cutter, folks. oh yeah.
sorry. it's disturbing. I'm just so excited.
Well, to tell you the truth, I'm not sorry. I have lots of trigger stuff above. Why am I posting?
DO I *want* someone to rescue me? No, I'm in no state to ride a white horse. White knight can't even pick me up. I'm too heavy. Fur Real Dawg.
I'm just gonna blab out complete bullshint (y'like that curtm, I wrote "shint". That's one of your favorites!!)
Well. Please think of this post as a glass window.
On the other side of the window is a fragile young lady. Who is abandoned. Left alone to fend for herself in the wild. Watch her imbibe. Watch her cut her left inner arm up. oohh! take good notes folks. This could happen to you! who's to say that I'm not watching you. Who's to say that *I'm* the exhibit. Maybe I'm just the audience. Maybe *you're* on display. hahahahaha(maniacal laughter) hahaha..... (hangs head in shame) guilty feelings for splatting all this fecal material onto the pure ivory background of the Substance Abuse Board. (sorry. abjectly) from the bottom of my heart. It's like watching a train crash. I just keep purging and purging and purging my stream of consciousness. Keep the fingers typing, that means less cutting is going on, you dig it?
well
toodles
-llrrrp
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