Posted by Deneb on February 5, 2008, at 22:33:50
In reply to Re: OK, I feel better now, posted by Angela2 on February 5, 2008, at 15:18:44
My Mom tells me if I drop this semester then I should never go back to school again.
My Mom says I've wasted all her money. My sister is telling me I should hand over all the money in my account to her and never use our family's money again, because I'm not to be trusted with money.
I feel so bad right now. I feel like I have to either kill myself or run away. I'm not sure where I would run to, maybe stay in a shelter?
For whatever reasons, I don't feel confident enough about the class I'm currently taking and I've been skipping many classes. I feel like I want to work full time and make some money and go back to school only to take classes I like.
My Mom said, "Well then school is like a hobby now? You only take classes you like? Life is not about being happy. It's about doing things that must be done."
My Mom wants me to finish my degree quickly, get a good job, get a boyfriend, get married and have kids and my own house.
I tell her, "What if I don't want to get married?"
She says, "What are you going to do when you're old? Who will take care of you?"
I don't know what to do right now. I know my family is ashamed of me. I don't know if it's laziness or what, but I really hate my class right now. I don't know what to do. I want to die. :-( Then I don't have to think or worry about this. Die or run away? Running away will be tough. I'm not sure I can make it out there.
I'm so sad. :-(
poster:Deneb
thread:810865
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