Posted by TexasChic on May 17, 2006, at 19:27:10
In reply to Thanks! But she was out today. So tomorrow... (nm) » ClearSkies, posted by TexasChic on May 15, 2006, at 19:40:56
They finally called bitchygirl to HR today. She was back in 20 minutes in a seemingly good mood. All my supervisor would say was things went well and the atmosphere at work should improve now. I called the HR woman and she said the same adding that bitchygirl said she would watch her attitude. It sounds to me like she got a slap on the wrist and got away with saying she'll do better. Its driving me crazy because I don't know how much was said about me, how it was said, or if she even got wrote up. For some reason the whole thing just made me cry all the way home.
But I realize there's alot more bothering me. I had a very stressful work week that didn't even include bitchygirl. The girl that got mad at me and threw her book in the trash apparently got upset because I was talking to the guy who sits in front of me. They're mortal enemies for some reason or another. This guy is one of the few people I can talk to and trust a little bit. I know nothing about their feud. She just kept griping loudly that we were talking ALL DAY, even going so far as to go tell other people about it (who then told us). The whole thing was stupid because she and her buddies actually do talk all day. This is the first time she even noticed us talking after sitting in the same place for over a year. Yesterday, after bitching about him for a while, she said really loud, "She'll be sorry!" I was like, is that a prediction or a threat?
Then there's brother being gone, the anniversity of my Grandmother's death coming up, getting over cuteboy, weight gain, and I'm sure a bunch more stuff I can't think of right now.
On a positive note, I saw my pdoc today and she gave me a list of T's in my area. I went out driving around and located three of them closeby. One specializes in OCD, which I'm not sure is what I really need, another does biofeedback, which I've forgotten what that was, and the other just said he treats adults, couples, and adolcents. So I guess I'll see how it goes. I just know I need therapy more now than I have in a long time.
Oh, and I managed to get the software loaded that I needed to complete the test the guy gave me to do on the 'dream job' interview. So I'll be working on that for the next few days or so.
So that's it for now. I feel emotionally exhausted. On the way home I just kept thinking, am I crazy? My mom is definitely, my brother has gone over the edge in the last few years in a scary way, and my sister has always been very, very odd. Oh and of course, there's my late, insane father. I don't think I ever had a chance at being normal.
-T
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