Posted by tinydancer on March 13, 2004, at 11:43:49
In reply to Re: Losing it, posted by pegasus on March 13, 2004, at 11:35:04
Hi Peg.
I liked what you said about being glad that I wrote about how badly I was doing. That sort of opened my eyes about this problem I have with thinking I'm burdening people.
I think what hurts the most is this last week has been a total rollercoaster of emotions. I was on top of the world Monday. (Remember my "I want it to last and last" post?) It's almost embarassing to witness the vulnerability of my emotional states.
Sadly I cannot contact my T on the weekend. I have an appointment on Monday. If I'm in a crisis I have to contact my doctor, which sucks because that just means:ADMIT TO PSYCH WARD.
And what more: It's his birthday today (!) I'm just trying to be strong and TRYING to go easy on myself, which is anything but easy.
Thanks for replying to my post, it makes me feel good to know people care about me.
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