Posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 22:36:26
In reply to Re: Hospitals make suicidality worse? » OddipusRex, posted by Dinah on March 23, 2003, at 20:45:32
Oddipus Rex,
Im sorry your having so hard a time. I know i feel badly in hospitals too, scared and alone. It is hard because it feels like there is no hlep like if you arent going to killyourself then they arent worried but if you are planinng it they just lock you up and then they dont help jsut wait for you to not be anymore.
I think dinah maybe right there is a medicine combo that can work. I dont know if you have tried a ssri with a mood stablilizer or even if that is work. But i know when i take too mcuh zoloft i go more crazy but have been ok at a middle range and am addnig the depakote now to stabilze more.
Can you talk to your pdoc and say what is goign on? How long till you see them/ I know there are crisis lines too and maybe they would be able to tell you what will be helpful.
Its very brave that you right here and saying whats goign on. You are not obnoxous at all and Im glad that you posted whats going on. we are here for you and will do everyhting we can to keep you on this earth. You are funny and insightful and have made me laugh today and other days. I for one want to keep you around.
What can we do to help? Please let me know if you can think of anyhting. Please keep posting and let us know how the feelings go.
I know thesse are tough times and we are all goign through a lot and its good that we have each other to talk to about all this stuff. Its hard to go it alone.
I dont know what your threapist would say if you called. bu tim sure they would want to know that you are feeling this way. Tomorrow is monday and its a weekday workday and maybe they will be able to help youget thruogh this without being admitted to the hospital.
I sincerely hope youfeel better soon.
sienna
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