Posted by Kristi on November 26, 2001, at 17:30:58
In reply to Re: Suicide » Cass, posted by akc on November 26, 2001, at 14:19:53
Hi Cass,
I just got to reading this thread..... and realized it's monday. Are you ok?
Girl, I sympathize AND empathize with ya. Well.. as you can see we all can!
I'm not sure exactly what your problems are, but I wish you'd share them. Remember, this is all anonymous. I have thought of suicide everyday for a couple of years now. I know how you feel about not going to the hospital... my friends and family would never understand..... and I would be such an outcast. Whenever I planned my suicide I always would plan it to make it look like an accident. But anyway... with these thoughts... and deadlines like you have, I am still here. Partly due to this board..... it's a great venting place. I don't see a therapist anymore, altho I know I should... I just have so much going on right now. I also have a lot of medical problems. Basically have been butchered by a doctor. I just want the pain, the agony, the embarrasement, the lonliness to just end. But what keeps me here..... is the people I would leave behind. Mostly my brother. He would be an emotional basket case for the rest of his life. When I come close, I think of him... him blaming himself...... etc that I don't give in. Do you have someone in your life like that?
Anyway, I won't say all the things everyone has said in the above posts..... they are right verbatum.... I hope you are doing ok today. Please let us know! Praying for you, Kristi
> Cass,
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> I just wanted you to know I am thinking of you. Write please! Tell me what is happening. What you are thinking. What you are feeling.
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> I care about you.
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> akc
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