Posted by ChrisK on March 28, 2001, at 5:27:20
In reply to y, posted by adams on March 27, 2001, at 21:05:05
I've been in that same pit. I actually did try to OD twice but was "saved" each time - once because I didn't take the right meds to OD and once because someone who knew I was suicidal called the policce to look in on me. IT's a terrible place to be and I don't wish it on anybody.
After my hospitalizations I found that there was one med that worked for me to clear up all of the negative thoughts. That was Zyprexa. IT's an antipsychotic but works well for depression. I would reccommend it to anyone having deep obsessive negative thoughts. It really dragged me out of a bad place.
I hope you are talking to your doctor about these thoughts. They may feel "normal" to you but they aren't. I know it's torture but try to get through the next few weeks one day a at a time and look for a good doctor or med for help.
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