Posted by adams on March 27, 2001, at 21:05:05
I dont know what to do, thoughts of suicide fill my head, I dont want to die, I dont want to hurt my mother, it would break her heart if I would die, I have been down for so long, you just cant live like that for years and years, it wears you out, I am worn out from the depression. I just need some relief, I need some powerful drugs to lift me out of this hole. Maybe I need ECT? I have never done that before? I just need 30 minutes of some real chemical happiness in my brain, then maybe I could remember why I should keep living.
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thread:5309
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