Posted by lemonaide on September 9, 2008, at 19:44:04
In reply to Re: Feeling okay, feeling like I don't need T » lemonaide, posted by rskontos on September 9, 2008, at 16:13:34
Hi Rk,
I went to my appointment today, it was too late to cancel. We talked about stuff he thinks the EMDR has done some processing on my trauma about my mom. I am almost seeing it as that my mom was sick too and that is why she did what she did because it was probably done to her too. My grandma is very cold and mean, so maybe it is true. When you look at all my mom's sibling, 4 other sisters, they all have major emotional issues.
I am not saying that mom was innocent, and want a relationship with her now. I don't, I still want to remain disengaged from her. She is still a physical threat to me. But I feel I am not so vulnerable to her threats, I am strong enough to fight her if need be. I am sure I still have some pain to process I told my T when he asked. But he thinks we may have preprocessed a big chunk the last few sessions. I guess I will have to see how things go.
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