Posted by antigua3 on August 15, 2008, at 19:00:31
In reply to Re: pdoc update**poss sa trigger**REALLY LONG, posted by sassyfrancesca on August 15, 2008, at 16:48:01
"Not sure what you mean by "protect yourself"
I feel like letting him know leaves me exposed to be hurt, terrorized all over again. No matter how little or much he conveys kindness, how can I be sure? I've never truly let anyone all the way into this, and when i've let in a little bit, I've always been hurt.
How can I be sure he won't hurt me? that he won't destabilize me by tearing away the basic defenses I've used to protect myself, leaving my core self totally defenseless.
The risk is huge. My mind says don't even dare go there, but then why did I tell him?
antigua
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thread:846433
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