Posted by muffled on June 20, 2007, at 13:09:29
In reply to Now they've taken away my Provigil, posted by Dinah on June 20, 2007, at 12:35:13
((((((((((((((((((((Dinah)))))))))))))))))))))))))
You are a constant one way or another in your sons life.
I am sure your plenty better than many Moms.
I am so sorry everything seems to be crumbling right now for you :-(
Would your T not do a sliding scale for you after all these years???
Could you do some non-stressful p/t work to bring in a few dollars and get you out of the house now and again?
Sigh, I am dreading adolescence.......I dunno WHAT I am going to do either. At my sons school, they stress that its transitional, and they come out human on the other side. So I don't think your son has a bad mother, he is just an adolescent, a mutant being by definition. Its just they way they are apparently.
Hope you can stop and allow yourself to smell a rose now and again. Even if its just looking at a daisy, or feeling satisfaction at the shiny dishes you just washed....
Try and give your son a hug and tell him you love him....(and in my case....) and laugh when he shoves you away and says disgustedly MOoooooooooooooooM!!! And know that somewhere, that it DID sink in....
You take care Dinah, you really are a special person with many strengths, I hope YOU can hear that...
Muffled
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