Posted by Dinah on April 3, 2007, at 18:23:10
In reply to Re: Decided on flowers » Dinah, posted by annierose on April 3, 2007, at 17:25:30
Ah well, you know me. Always contrary. I suppose it's just like me to pull toward outward calmness when confronted by people making hasty panicked decisions. If they'd all been calm, I'd have probably panicked outwardly as thoroughly as I did inwardly. ;)
It wasn't an unpleasant exchange today although I did cry a bit when I talked about him leaving when I needed him. He said he was sorry but that I knew it was only because he had to take care of his family and himself. I woke up from my post therapy nap today with the thought "But *you* are *my* family."
Therapy relationships. Too unequal.
I'm glad I went. It helped me begin to sort out how much thinking of termination had to do with feeling stronger and less needy as opposed to feeling hurt and self protective. I think both are involved, certainly.
I wish I lived closer to you too (not just for vase reasons)! I have to confess the flower idea came only this morning, so I didn't have time to shop around. I had a dozen cookies in the car with me and everything.
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