Posted by alexandra_k on June 26, 2005, at 21:16:10
I don't know.
I was supposed to think about it and let her know last time.
But I don't know.
I don't know what to say.
Maybe it is because usually those kind of questions have a hidden agenda behind them
The damned if you do damned if you don't I'm going to terminate you no matter what you say kind of agenda.
But I know it isn't about that this time
But I still can't think of anything to say.So she asked me about them. Their names. A little bit of that. P-doc was kind of interested in that. How many there were and what their names were. Info for the file I guess. But she seemed most interested in their relationship to me. And their relationship to each other. It is hard... It gets complicated... I told her mostly about one of them. It is hard to explain. He doesn't make things easy to talk about either. I think he does that on purpose.
She asked if I felt okay talking about that. I said yup. Thats fine. I feel alright.
But now I don't
Now I don't
I've been feeling funny the past few days.
Since I saw her
Yup.
Feeling flat and lifeless and this nagging kind of intense boredom or something. This intense kind of panic welling up inside me is kind of how it feels.I don't feel so good.
I finally emailed p-doc to know where I'm at on the wait list for another p-doc.I don't feel so good.
But...
I'm sure I'll be ok.
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thread:519550
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