Posted by Daisym on June 24, 2005, at 16:32:42
In reply to I'm here, posted by antigua on June 24, 2005, at 15:43:43
Gee, Antigua, three weeks and you didn't even whine once. I wish I was as strong. I'm sure you missed her a lot because you've had so many shifts lately. I'm glad she is safely back.
I think little daisy is still pretty out and I'm feeling very 9ish. I called my therapist's office a little bit ago, just to "prove" that he is really gone. I knew he'd have a message up about being away and his back up, etc. Well, (gasp!) imagine my face when it wasn't his voice but rather his wife's on the message machine. I know they share the phone line but it has always been him saying, "push 1 to leave a message for 'her'" and for him to wait for the beep. Now she says, "we're gone, blah, blah, blah, push 1 to leave a message for me and wait for the beep to leave a message for him." So he isn't on there anywhere. It is silly and infantile and yet it feels like another blow -- he's completely gone! I'm so glad he left me a voice mail. I can't imagine what it would feel like if he hadn't. (OK, chapter 3 or 4 of "In Session" - ascribing inordinate importance to little things. I know, I know...)
I can't help it.
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