Posted by pinkeye on May 15, 2005, at 14:02:44
I just realized today, that I had completely blocked my ex T for sometime. I talk aobut him in this board, but I completely feel numb when I try to feel anything about him. I don't feel anything.
I try to feel, but I think it hurt too much, that I don't feel anything now. And I don't remember his face.. not much. I am pretty sure, I have blocked him out in a way..
Somedays even if I think of writing to him, I feel like what would I write? I forgot how it felt to write to him.. and I wrote non stop constantly for 2 and a half years. It just doesn't seem to be right.
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thread:498065
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