Posted by gardenergirl on April 18, 2005, at 23:59:34
In reply to Re: Bad session. Lost my safe place! (long) » gardenergirl, posted by damos on April 18, 2005, at 22:08:57
I just wanted to thank everyone and give a quick update. I wish I had the energy to respond individually. As I re-read what I wrote, it's hard to believe how intensely it hurt at first. (um, neon sign flashing TRANSFERENCE?)It's getting a bit better. Fewer crying jags and more able to focus on what I need to do in my daily routine. I thought about calling him, but I just didn't quite know what to say. And then there's the idea in my head that he is clueless about what I am feeling, and so I just didn't want to hear that lack of awareness over the phone. I think I'd rather deal with it in person.
I don't see him until Thursday. I would definitely have called to move it up, but I spent most of today at the pdoc's, at my GP's, and at the hospital getting an Xray on my darned foot. (Officially broken, isn't that special?) And given the rest of my week, there is really no other opportunity to go in earlier. sigh
I think I will bring this post in, but more for my own memory. I'm not sure I want to give him something to read. I've never done that before. But who knows. I keep changing my mind on how I feel. I may yet still email it to him. Maybe it would be better if he were prepared and had some time to think about it first?
Grrrrrrrrr
Thanks for all your support and feedback. I do appreciate it. Wish I had more in me to respond to each of you. Perhaps later.
gg
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