Posted by B2chica on July 28, 2004, at 9:49:42
In reply to Boring my T, posted by cubic_me on July 27, 2004, at 16:36:15
i too think that you are being awful hard on yourself. I think you should continue as long as you feel you need to. and i also agree that this could be a trust thing with your T.
But most importantly you may say that everything is "fine" during the week, but i think you also may be be-littleing (ok my sp ain't great) your troubles. I think that you do have very valid concerns and issues and you need to see that too. Everyone has a different level of need. that fact is you are still hurting. Suicidal thought/desires are frightening, confusing and difficult to deal with. (BULEEVE ME, i know from where i speak). Even if you had Absolutely NO other "issues" this alone is a very valid problem. No one should deal with this alone.
Just give yourself time, if it feels right you will say what needs to be said. I always dance around topics for about three weeks before i finally jump in, and sometimes i'll get the nerve to say something but i'll tell him "ok, i need to say something that is important but i don't think i can actually discuss it today" this way i get it out (cuz that's been the most difficult for me) and i have time to let that sink in...then next time (if i feel up to it) we continue talking about it.
Please take care of yourself Racer.
and i am GLAD to see you posting again...i was wondering where you've been. ((((((Racer))))))b2c.
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