Posted by Karen_kay on January 6, 2004, at 14:55:13
In reply to Re: Liar liar, pants on fire! » Karen_kay, posted by Elle2021 on January 6, 2004, at 6:40:07
Well, first of all, I had a wonderful, emotional and caring post (huh?) and my blasted computer froze up so I lost it! Murphy's Law anyone?
<guess the BPD finally got to her!
*OK, this is where my head turned around. I'm also dx BPD, as is my "short friend", as I'll call her. Now, if you start telling me that you are dx Bipolar I Disorder, PTSD, traits of OCPD, and have a nasty habit of getting naked in public then I refuse to post here anymore. That's just TOO much! Shorty SI's and has begun a nasty pill habit to cope. Her SI is at a point now that she cuts her face and neck even, she can't even conceal it anymore. And I'm the only one who can calm her down, but she lives so far away and I can't calm her over the phone. And she seems to hae her "fits of rage" at aobut 4 am, making it impossible for me to go see her. And she has tried therapy, but she doesn't take kindly to it, as she only ends up being committed. Usually she thrashes about her therapists office (if she lasts long enough through the appoinment) until he calls security to take her to the hospital. I just don't know what to do...But what's worse is her reason for everything she does is "I'm Borderline," and when she's with me I just look down and hope she doesn't say anything about me...I'm thinking "Oh please!!!! Shorty, don't say anything about me." I don't want to argue with her aobut it. She needs therapy. But her previous therapist didn't even set goals. From what she told me, he wasn't a very good therapist. But then again, she wasn't a very good client either. But, I'm not like her. I don't blame all of my actions of my dx. I hate it when my friends say "Oh remember when you (_____), because you were manic?" Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm also impulsive. That's just Karen! Yes, I've made poor choices while manic, but I've also made poor choices while I was neither manic nor depressed! I wish I could blame some of my actions on my "diseases or dx", but I'd rather take responsibility, you know!!! **Excuse my tangent there! We all have them sometimes!**Hmmmm... Guess I'll be thinking twice as to what I disclose to you, MY FRIEND. No more of the personal phobias, as I wouldn't want you to know too much about me :)
**I agree, I don't want to know too much about you either. You seem rather boring and uninteresting. And I can tell from your posts that you may very well have a foul body odor to boot. And yes, I can tell all of this just from your posts! In all seriousness, I have enjoyed your posts! And I am SOOOOOOOOO glad you are back! Don't ever go again, or I'll call your mom myself (and don't think I won't do it!!!) and make her make you get back on here! I think that we seem to have a similar sense of humor, and I like that. It's hard sometimes to tell if people "get" what I'm throwing out. Sometimes I feel bad because I'm afraid that maybe I'm not understood. It's nice that you understand my perspective. That, or you're just trying to fool me. I can't tell yet :)
I realize I have some friends! :)
*Well, I'm certainly not one of them. ICK! I wouldn't be seen with the likes of you, for crying out loud. :) If you ever feel the need, here's my email addy kkoliver at bsu dot edu Now, don't give this out to all of your friends. I realize that I'm a very nice person and would be a joy to talk to. But, I am rather busy and don't have the time to answer all of your friends' problems. :)
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