Posted by fallsfall on January 1, 2006, at 19:21:45
In reply to this doesn't belong here, but....(**grief trigger*, posted by 10derHeart on January 1, 2006, at 18:14:16
Whatever you are feeling is right.
It sounds like you are numb, like the reality hasn't hit you, and that is OK. You love your dad. That makes you lucky and him lucky, too.
I hope that your family can give you the support you need to get through the funeral. Will your daughter be going with you? She sounds very in-tune both with you and with her grandfather.
I'm really sorry that he is gone, while you still want him to be here.
While you are away, go find a public library and use a computer there. That way you don't have to worry about them reading Babble etc. We'll be here.
(((((10derHeart)))))
Be gentle with yourself.
poster:fallsfall
thread:594118
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