Posted by jubilee on December 11, 2004, at 11:39:20
In reply to Re: My cat (long, ranty) » Klokka, posted by Shar on August 20, 2004, at 0:30:20
Not very good at looking for anything this morning.Especially babble board. Lost my 27 year old son on Feb 22nd. Couldnt eat yesterday in my grief , just have no appatite. Just sad and I thought I was pretty much through it all lately, and here comes my tears and sense of loss all over again.
I am a recovering Multiple Personality , merged finally and completely Aug 31,04 and there is different kind of merging going on. I am "one" but with constant new realizations though I think what I am feeling could be normal for anybody. A re-surge of , did this just happen , cause thats what it feels like , or just tired of missing him and I want him to come back now. No more pretending this will end . I am done with this grief crap now. Whats happening.
Also for those who have lost pets , the loss of my 7 years old service poodle would be no less a loss I feel , so I do identify with pets lost on this page. Any suggestions. Am I normal,? Does this get better. Im 52. I am a christian and I know he is asleep or with Christ but that doesnt fill this big empty hole. Help. Any suggestions? Jubilee.
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