I want my pain to show

Posted by Maxime on December 9, 2006, at 21:55:55

I know that sounds weird, but I torture myself with anorexia. However, with age, my body doesn't give up the pounds as easily.
It's not that I want attention per se (I guess I sort of do), but want people and doctors to know that "no, I am not okay".
But all I get are doctors who tell me I don't seem to show anymore signs of an ED! BUT I RESTRICT SO HEAVILY. I don't binge.
When I had my heart attack I told the doctors about my ED. They asked "bulimia?"! Ugh. I don't even purge!
I know I am sick. But I just want my pain to show on the outside. I would like to be taken seriously. When I was emaciated people noticed and they helped. I know this is corny, but I would like someone to take care of me.
*ashamed*
Maxime

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