Posted by alexandra_k on September 4, 2012, at 1:22:09
In reply to Re: .., posted by alexandra_k on September 4, 2012, at 1:14:12
early me...
early me on these boards...
would look at me now in horror. i'm the absolute worst case scenario. what has happened to my life / what i've done with my life is the worst fear that i had and all...
but you know what?
it ain't that bad. not really.
i got sick of teaching philosophy (so abstract and no relation to anything that really f*ck*ng matters at all) to privileged people who actually aren't so very privileged insofar as they really didn't have any kind of handle on the things that f*ck*ng matter...
and well actually it wasn't so very bad really. only that there has gotta be more to life...
and now i'm keeping it real. hanging with the bros. the people for whom family is important. people who have a sense of life being about fun and play really. and there is something they have... a relaxed aspect...
or maybe they are just f*ck*ng high. maybe there are seditives in the water supply... maybe they are so f*ck*ng relaxed because they really don't give a sh*t about anything. maybe they are so family and community oriented because this is f*ck*ng third world, really...
argh.
but mixing it up...
keeping it real...i don't regret it i suppose.
i'm a weirdo freak here, of course. but then i'm a weirdo freak everywhere. and when you have nothing you have nothing to lose.
my life is alright really.
i'm free.
and that is a nice place to be.
poster:alexandra_k
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