Posted by Janice on February 19, 2000, at 18:36:56
In reply to Re: Reoccuring Dreams ... guilt and shame, posted by dj on February 19, 2000, at 1:12:04
yes dj, I was once a terrible perfectionist (I was an anorexic dancer), but I like to think that part of my life is over. Now I only allow myself to be a perfectionist very rarely, and then only when my heart is involved. And, of course, I can afford the luxury of being a perfectionist.
Probably this perfectionism has been coming back in the form of this dream because I am depressed. I think I told you I'm manic depressive, and it's completely driven by the amount of light in the sky, so I am always depressed in January and February. Plus, I am not on any anti-depressant. I should be fine by the middle of March.
Thanks for your insights, they help alot!
Glad to hear you're feeling much better. Who are J&B? You've always seemed to know that you are better off without medication.
Some of my cousins went to Mount Saint Vincent U.
I still meditate every day, and it is a wonderful relief. It makes me feel like I can finally get out of my skin.
You're a complicated person dj, Janice
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